Sometimes I just don't like finding stuff out about myself. Sometime they are things that people have told me, like my husband, but I don't like the moment when I realize that it is true.
I wouldn't mind finding out that I was nice and friendly and that everyone looked up to me. I hate realizing the negative.
I don't know if I am ready to spill the beans about what I am finding out about myself. Maybe you already know, but I would like to keep it to myself until I find out how to change.
I want to give a 'shout out' apology to anyone that I have ever hurt, or made mad, or was rude to. Sometimes I am mean and unapologetic about the way I am....
Oh, I don't like this, I don't like this at all.
Monday, March 21, 2005
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i'm sure that I don't know one single person who likes to face the crap in their life honestly, especially when it's someone else pointing it out to you! AND it is the way that we grow!
I know I will grow from it and hopefully become a better person, but I don't want to deal with it right now :( I am whining if you can't tell...
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