Easter has now come and gone. It was a fun time, Carson's first. However, there was a uneasiness to the entire day. There was an unspoken sadness that hung in the air. It was at this time last year that we last saw our grandpa.
It seemed to be the happiest time of his life. His marriage was strong and his love renewed. He was childlike in his faith. He was smiling. He was excited about life. He was chatting about his fishing trip that seemed to be taken right out of the pages of the gospel. He was..my papa.
It definitely was different this year without him. It was obvious we all felt it, but no one said anything. We all just held it in.
Carson's presence seemed to ease some of my grandma's tension. She held him close during dinner, choosing not to eat with the rest of us.
It was a good Easter, however. Because of my savior's sacrifice I know that my papa is in heaven with Jesus. Carson's presence reminded me of how blessed I am. I have a great family. Thank you Lord for the good things in our lives. Those seem to make the hardships not so hard.
It seemed to be the happiest time of his life. His marriage was strong and his love renewed. He was childlike in his faith. He was smiling. He was excited about life. He was chatting about his fishing trip that seemed to be taken right out of the pages of the gospel. He was..my papa.
It definitely was different this year without him. It was obvious we all felt it, but no one said anything. We all just held it in.
Carson's presence seemed to ease some of my grandma's tension. She held him close during dinner, choosing not to eat with the rest of us.
It was a good Easter, however. Because of my savior's sacrifice I know that my papa is in heaven with Jesus. Carson's presence reminded me of how blessed I am. I have a great family. Thank you Lord for the good things in our lives. Those seem to make the hardships not so hard.
2 comments:
It was a good Easter. It taught me a little more to listen to people, it may be the last chance we get to hear them. God certainly has blessed us with little Carson and with you guys as well.
love,
Dad
I am glad you are back safe :)
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