I feel so empty...There aren't too many words to say how I feel, but BLAH describes it well. I feel poopy about myself, but I continue to eat crappy food. I feel tired all the time, and I continue to lay on the couch. In my head a workout sounds good, but it never translates to me getting off my butt to go to the gym. The thing that suffers most when I am like this is my relationship with God.
When I look back at the times of my life when I am like this, its always around an envent when I have to talk about God. I have to talk at the Quest next week, and I feel farther away than ever, even though he is right next to me. I always feel like a hypocrite. How can I tell these people about a relationship with God when my is on the rocks?
My simple prayer is that God would fill me up. Help this dark cloud to pass quickly, and fill me with words that are not from me but from you.
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I wonder if Peter (the denier) felt qualified to speak to the crowds on Pentecost? I wonder if Noah felt able to speak, or David or Solomon or Luther or Calvin or Graham or Foxwell or Moser or anyone???
You know Jesus.
You love Jesus. and you are human! Go Figure! Welcome to the hman race!
Jen don't focus on you but on the awesome grace of a loving God who loves us IN SPITE of ourselves! you may not feel it at this second but God is crazy in love with you, share that!
Thanks guys for your encouragement. I will pray for you too Stacie, and I appreciate your prayers for me, I need all I can get :)
I know they too probably didn't feel 'worthy' to speak...I fell confident now, the snow day was everything that I needed!
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