Driving to my parents' house to print up some information for an upcoming interview--our computer is once again crawling at a snail's pace--I realized how much I like to be in control. I like to drive, and even when I am not driving I like to be a 'backseat' driver. I like to know exactly where I am going, how long is it going to take to get there, and what is going to occur on the way. I like to plan, because in creating a plan there is a semblance of control.
For the last couple of months I have been trying to control the future of my career. I have been applying to school districts, calling them to bug them about my resume and open positions, and then getting upset when I don't produce results. Within the last week and a half, I have realized that I can only do my part, apply, and then I need to surrender control and let God take the wheel.
God keeps certain doors shut and opens other for reasons. I have come to finally realize that God will open opportunities where and when they fit into his plan.
Last week I sent out a resume to a neighboring district and prayed that God do the rest. If it resulted in an interview then, that is what God planned for me. I let go and let God, finally! Three days later I received a call for an interview.
I don't know why I fail to sometimes understand the awesomeness of God. He created the heavens and the earth, he knows all, but I seem to think that he can't help me with my simple life (compared to the other amazing miracles he has been involved in). The great and amazing thing about my God is that although he is great and mighty, he makes time for little ole' me and helping me to accomplish my dreams--for the glory of God, not me.
I came across a quote today during my devotion time. A friend gave me a book about God's guarantees, and in it was a paraphrase from 1 Thess. that read: I am the author of your biggest dreams. That quote calmed my stomach as I approach the day of my interview (tomorrow) and once again reminded me that God is in control. His hands are on the wheel of my life. I have done my part and now I need to let go and let God do his.
I am so thankful for such an amazing God!
About Me
- Jennifer D.
- Michigan, United States
- Life is full of twists and turns. Sometimes you don't know what is waiting for you around the corner, and other times you think you know. As I enter a new phase of my career, I am nervous yet excited to teach little ones. I am only a year away from my masters in administration, so that is exciting too. My son is quickly approaching the two year mark, which is insane. Even more hard to comprehend is the fact that I have been married six years and with my husband for nearly 11 years!! CRAZY! See, life is full of things you would never expect. God has all these plans for you that you would never see coming.
2 comments:
As you left today after using our computer, I was so blown away by how much God is working in your life. You know me, I cry rather easily and the tears welled up, thanking Jesus for you and the work He continues to do in your heart. Thanking Him that your my beautiful daughter. He has a great plan to use you to love special kids, praying for them and being Jesus "with skin on" for them. He knows where He needs you to be and He will tell you. I am so proud of you and blessed to be your dad on earth. What an honor God has given me in you!
Dad
Thanks dad...You're so mushy. I love you! And I am so blessed to have a dad like you in my life. Thanks for letting me see that even heros have scars, it has made it a lot easier for me. Love ALWAYS!
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