Thursday, December 18, 2008
Blur of Life
Life is a blur. It has been three months since a post, but I have posted on myspace and facebook. Life is no where where I would have predicted it would be. Choices, economy, and the uncontrollables have lead me to where I now stand. School is nearly out, one more day, and we are praying for a snow day, for Christmas break. I can't even express how excited I am for Christmas this year. Carson is really into 'presents' and 'toys'. We went above and beyond for him this year, knowing he would love every minute of it. Now, we might wear him out, so Christmas may be drawn out a bit this year. I am officially in my last class for the Fall semester of my Master's program. YAY!! I just completed the work RIGHT before class, lol. So me. I am wrestling with a few things, though that need prayer, please. First, Greg's job. He has been laid off for three weeks now and will most likely be another three weeks, we are just hoping that he has a job to actually come back to. Mainly, I am hoping that this is a blessing in disguise. If he doesn't have a job, he can pursue the career path he has been talking about for years...the toughest part will be financial difficulties while he is going through school. That means, no baby for awhile. oh well. We will deal with it. The next is my parents. They are having great difficulty in their marriage. I don't know what to pray for. Do I pray that they work things out and possibly remain miserable? Do I pray that they do what is best for them? What if they want opposite things? I have never once in my life imagined the implications of divorced parents. Two Christmases? Split birthdays? This hits home the most because of my young son. One thing I couldn't fathom is my parents, if divorced, dating. That makes me sick to my stomach. Out of selfishness, I am praying they stay together. However, I know that if it isn't meant to be, it won't be. That's my life in a very tine nutshell. Do a snow day dance for me, if you read this tonight. I hope everyone has a wonderful Christmas!!
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